Feel stupid

Feel stupid.
Don't know why I spent time packaging; went to bed at 00:30 and woke up at 7am.
Don't know why I brought luggage with me, walking 15 mins to the
station and another 15 mins to the office.
And then did the same way back home. Don't know why I bought the train ticket in the morning.

I know no intention to play with me, but my time and energy is not for free.
I did them not because of the food or trip. I care nothing but the thesis
and the person.